once again

brandon...i will always express my un-dying love for you in the most affectionate way possible...

so thanksgiving break was good...i got to play some sweet football with some great friends...i bought a motorcycle...and ate a lot...

life is changing/good...

slap bracelet

i got a sweet slap bracelet

good times at college

just so you know, it was my friends birfday, so we got him a stripper....

Eventually

so some day i plan on quitting xanga and only doing this...

sweet pics to come...

v-neck "t" shirts

so i was reading reading my a post by brandon about the Honor Roll....oh man those were sweet days....

it really makes me want to start a band with some people here....maybe i will find someone someday...

so i have this new job...it's epic to say the least...it is at an after school program for little kids.....i just play dodgeball with them and then help them do their homework....on the weekends i am a skate officer....because it is at a skating rink....i know a-mae-zing....

-J.P.

a-mae-zing

i just don't get it

Wikipedia defines jealousy as: an emotion experienced by one who perceives that another person is giving something that s/he wants (typically attention, love, or affection) to a third party. For example, a child will likely become jealous when her parent gives sweets to a sibling but not to her. While the child's jealousy might be assuaged if she also received candy from the parent, such is typically not the case for a jealous lover, who wants the beloved to give some kinds of attention exclusively to his or her self. A child may also feel very jealous if his sibling is invited to a party but he is not invited.

for some reason i seem to be having a problem with this....i mean at times i don't but then the stupidest things will come up and just set me off....i don't get it.........i don't want to live like this.......yet i do. this sucks balls......i freakin hate it.

i would normally not consider myself a jealous person, but for some reason this one particular thing.....actually "person" is just pissing me off......and there is really no reason for it.......

prayers accepted.......

even though i might not

The right way is a hard way. But then, a battle without struggle is a victory without glory. Pride is our prize.

-Laurent Grenier

I am learning that this is life...and the Christian life is not about all bells and whistles an its not about stupid mundane things that we decide to harp on, but really its just about living your life in the best way that you know how to honor God...we are going to fail and screw up...but that does not mean that God does not love us or rejects us...

Memphis

today i leave for memphis

sweet jonezetta show tonight...i am stoked

tomorrow party at mills....

summer's end

so summer is officially over for me now. i am back at school. classes have not started yet but soon they will.
but i have to actually get classes first. my slightly retarded school decided to drop me of my classes. un-believe-able...
so i guess that i will have to go and sign up for new ones on monday...lame.

actually

life is a blur. i leave for school tomorrow, and i am not even ready to think about it. i hate this. i feel so oblivious to everything that is happening to me. is this a bad thing? i can't concentrate...

fascinating

today i pack for school. not too excited about that. it is sad to leave friends behind only to embark on a different life with new friends. oh well.