Wednesday, September 14, 2005

i just don't get it

Wikipedia defines jealousy as: an emotion experienced by one who perceives that another person is giving something that s/he wants (typically attention, love, or affection) to a third party. For example, a child will likely become jealous when her parent gives sweets to a sibling but not to her. While the child's jealousy might be assuaged if she also received candy from the parent, such is typically not the case for a jealous lover, who wants the beloved to give some kinds of attention exclusively to his or her self. A child may also feel very jealous if his sibling is invited to a party but he is not invited.

for some reason i seem to be having a problem with this....i mean at times i don't but then the stupidest things will come up and just set me off....i don't get it.........i don't want to live like this.......yet i do. this sucks balls......i freakin hate it.

i would normally not consider myself a jealous person, but for some reason this one particular thing.....actually "person" is just pissing me off......and there is really no reason for it.......

prayers accepted.......

2 comments:

GBouck said...

Man....call me, we'll talk about it if you want to. I understand what you're going through...



i totally just effing signed up for this thing to comment.....you better appreciate that

sarah said...

i love you.